Going downhill once again.

Life

My friend from Australia called me. He told me about his problems like how life is all planned out for him.. He told me he couldnt mix well with the australians because they simple do not like chinese. i feel sad cus all i could do was listen.

He told me also how he needed to pretend to be okay and just pretend that everyone's nice because he was so afraid to know the truth which is that they actually just dont like him cus he's chinese. So he lived through everyone pretending everything's okay when obviously they're not. A chinese girl who worked at a restaurant became his friend. And she confronted him asking "why dont you just live life the way you want it to be''? Why do u have to please them? He thought about that and then decided to call me because we once had a talk about pleasing people who dont even give a shit about you.,

Then i told him how its been here and stuff. He then talk about how some people can act so nice but then own a heart so black but yet we cant see? Why cant people just live the way they are and just stop acting to be nice and then saying that others are fake when they themselves are? Some people like me, look angry and pissed off if i dont smile. so its like others just say im purposely showing that face. oh please its effin not my fault k. im just freaking BORN with it and sadly so as my friend's.

Bluuu House

i feel so blue... the sky is blue...

blue. blue. blue.

its so stupid to keep fighting knowing that that endless and it doesnt gain anyone anything.

but.

why do people still do it?

i mean. we misunderstand people so easily.

its like u dont know her but your best friend goes on craping shitz about her and then you end up disliking her as well.

oh, its so stupid.

hmm. let's talk about faith.

can anyone ever realllyyyy be faithful?

lets talk about hatred.

can anyone really hate a person sooo much that they actually get sooo narrow minded and act all fake towards the person and pointing fingers saying she's the one to blame for being who she is when actually they themselves are just too blinded to just notice that its not true ?

Why do people have to do things for a reason. i mean. its like they accuse and get suspicious so easily. so blinded to not see the fact that its a small problem and yet make a big fuss saying oh she did it. oh i she's not nice. Why cant you just act like you're a human and just effin understand the whole situation before pointing fingers?

hmm.

Everyone should be given a chance to be known through direct communication, rumours spread often included with personal comments. So its better to really know that person instead of just hearing stories and judging them based on the the stories heard.

People Change. Gossip doesnt.

days

Ah yea.... everyone's busy with new stuff.
Just me here..
starring at my blog page while everybody else is busy with life..
*lets out a heavy breath*

oh well.
Guess there's nothing i can do about it
i messeged my old friend today..
His name's Russel
The feeling of messenging a new friend is hmm different.
But he's gone to do his revision
*lets out another breath*
im tired.
nights.


Jayme*

Change

Change. The only thing that'll never stop happening.

No matter how close you can be with someone,
how much things both of you can share,
somehow....
eventually, everything seems to change.

Sometimes maybe its for the best even though
usually, its not.

I wish i can trust others more easily..
I wish i can fully trust someone until the point where i'd never doubt them.
I wish everything i hold against her fades away.

Jayme*

Something New

Lately a lot of things has been going on. Next week's exam week and well a lot of pop up events sorta POPPED UP lately. hmm Lets see, I've got a new friend! Her name is LU Baau Ling. =) She's really nice and cute. She's kinda funny too i have to say. And then There's also Vanessa Chan who's kinda funny in a mean way. I asked her to become a follower of my blog and she said no =( . Both of them are nice. =)

My life is some sort changing. People changed and things changed. Its a bit scary when the person u thought who was shows you a total different side and you're there standing wondering whether u actually know them or not. Hmmmm boy friends and girl friends. I've learned that if a guy can treat his girlfriend or previous girlfriends like crap you can very likely be next. I mean we ALL know that a tiger never changes its stripes. SO girls. DO BE CAREFULL. NEVER EVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER. Let it be a normal face but very understanding heart than a pretty face but a shitty character. =)
*no offence*

Khau Jing Ting, Bolo are cool people of the week in my bloggie. =)

Hmmmm oh yea btw i changed seats. =) Its way coolerXD

Jaymee*