Life

My friend from Australia called me. He told me about his problems like how life is all planned out for him.. He told me he couldnt mix well with the australians because they simple do not like chinese. i feel sad cus all i could do was listen.

He told me also how he needed to pretend to be okay and just pretend that everyone's nice because he was so afraid to know the truth which is that they actually just dont like him cus he's chinese. So he lived through everyone pretending everything's okay when obviously they're not. A chinese girl who worked at a restaurant became his friend. And she confronted him asking "why dont you just live life the way you want it to be''? Why do u have to please them? He thought about that and then decided to call me because we once had a talk about pleasing people who dont even give a shit about you.,

Then i told him how its been here and stuff. He then talk about how some people can act so nice but then own a heart so black but yet we cant see? Why cant people just live the way they are and just stop acting to be nice and then saying that others are fake when they themselves are? Some people like me, look angry and pissed off if i dont smile. so its like others just say im purposely showing that face. oh please its effin not my fault k. im just freaking BORN with it and sadly so as my friend's.