My friend from Australia called me. He told me about his problems like how life is all planned out for him.. He told me he couldnt mix well with the australians because they simple do not like chinese. i feel sad cus all i could do was listen.
He told me also how he needed to pretend to be okay and just pretend that everyone's nice because he was so afraid to know the truth which is that they actually just dont like him cus he's chinese. So he lived through everyone pretending everything's okay when obviously they're not. A chinese girl who worked at a restaurant became his friend. And she confronted him asking "why dont you just live life the way you want it to be''? Why do u have to please them? He thought about that and then decided to call me because we once had a talk about pleasing people who dont even give a shit about you.,
Then i told him how its been here and stuff. He then talk about how some people can act so nice but then own a heart so black but yet we cant see? Why cant people just live the way they are and just stop acting to be nice and then saying that others are fake when they themselves are? Some people like me, look angry and pissed off if i dont smile. so its like others just say im purposely showing that face. oh please its effin not my fault k. im just freaking BORN with it and sadly so as my friend's.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Bluuu House
i feel so blue... the sky is blue...
blue. blue. blue.
its so stupid to keep fighting knowing that that endless and it doesnt gain anyone anything.
but.
why do people still do it?
i mean. we misunderstand people so easily.
its like u dont know her but your best friend goes on craping shitz about her and then you end up disliking her as well.
oh, its so stupid.
hmm. let's talk about faith.
can anyone ever realllyyyy be faithful?
lets talk about hatred.
can anyone really hate a person sooo much that they actually get sooo narrow minded and act all fake towards the person and pointing fingers saying she's the one to blame for being who she is when actually they themselves are just too blinded to just notice that its not true ?
Why do people have to do things for a reason. i mean. its like they accuse and get suspicious so easily. so blinded to not see the fact that its a small problem and yet make a big fuss saying oh she did it. oh i she's not nice. Why cant you just act like you're a human and just effin understand the whole situation before pointing fingers?
hmm.
blue. blue. blue.
its so stupid to keep fighting knowing that that endless and it doesnt gain anyone anything.
but.
why do people still do it?
i mean. we misunderstand people so easily.
its like u dont know her but your best friend goes on craping shitz about her and then you end up disliking her as well.
oh, its so stupid.
hmm. let's talk about faith.
can anyone ever realllyyyy be faithful?
lets talk about hatred.
can anyone really hate a person sooo much that they actually get sooo narrow minded and act all fake towards the person and pointing fingers saying she's the one to blame for being who she is when actually they themselves are just too blinded to just notice that its not true ?
Why do people have to do things for a reason. i mean. its like they accuse and get suspicious so easily. so blinded to not see the fact that its a small problem and yet make a big fuss saying oh she did it. oh i she's not nice. Why cant you just act like you're a human and just effin understand the whole situation before pointing fingers?
hmm.
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