Monday, July 13, 2009

sunday.. MONDAY...tuesday....

ah.. today no mrs ting tuition..

hmmm... photos looked nice....

loads of homework:(

see ya!
jamie*

oh wait wait!!
carmen won a full scholarship to Taylors!!! WOOO HOOOO!
CArmen loong's awesome~
CArmen loong's amazing~

Carmen Loong's my best friend =)
she rocks.!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

9/7/09

okay... time to post a new entry into my blog =) im still not quite used to this blogging thing. i mean i used to have a blog and i usually only post something when im down or simply when i have something to talk about.

I usually dont blog because im too lazy to turn on the computer and stuff like that. but oh well.. i can always blog once in a while =)

Today is thursday and we had PE lessons. i didnt run because that time i had just finished having my breakfast.. Then the whole entire time i was merely studying sejarah. I think i did well in my sejarah test but not as good as i wanted =(.

Lee yi rou( a girl from my class) found ways to attract attention to our soft board simply by posting stuffs such as HOTTEST GUYS IN S2 YI, HOTTEST AND MOST SEXIEST FEMALE IN S2 Yi and so on.

I however have been listed under GIRLS WITH MOST ATTRACTIVE SMILE. Lee yi rou's seriously full of surprising ideas. hmm i heard she's even considering to place a box with quoted papers inside and all of us my pick one and read what's our fate for that day. It works like fortune cookies except these are in a box.=)

Friends friends friends..
Just today i noticed how some people can be so close to you but yet so far. We learn to trust others but sometimes it just seems so impossible as they are always somehow twisting their words. Some speak so rudely of you in front of others it just hurts you with whatever that comes out from their mouth. And the most anoying thing is that they dont even care. Sigh. It hurts a lot when you know that your friends are doing something and they just simply dont wanna tell you. even when that something is not something very big. It hurts a lot .

Sometimes i see two people talking about something general. like whether or not to go to a tuition or whether or not to photostate something and when u just casually ask them what they're talking about, they always just lie to your face. saying oh its nothing. or well we're not changing tuition or stuff like that when they really are. It doesnt affect your feelings when you really dont know but when u know the other side of the story which is the truth it hurts a lot to see that they actually dont bother to share things with you and they somehow just dont trust you.
sigh.

I always tell them everything but they never be honest and straight with me . WHy? i really dont understand. Is this what everyone calls FRIENDS? sigh.

WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR YOU ALL TO JUST BE HONEST WITH ME?
i know when you're going to a tuition and you dont want someone else to join.
I know when those notes are so precious u dont wanna share with others and yet im the one u lie to.

BOTTOM LINE Is i know that you all are lying to me only.(sigh)
Guys it really hurts.
AM i seriously that untrustworthy?

I ask because i care.
I tried to be your friend but you all keep pushing me away.
By the way just cus u cant spell something correctly doesnt mean u dont deserve to study overseas.
*if u cant say something nice to others, better to keep your mouth shut because some wounds just dont heal.*

Jayme.